Bad Mood~

Today 29/12/2011
Morning I wake up early and went to JJ with my friends...
They are Andrea, Reina and Ivan..

We have a lot of fun at there,

But I feel so tired..

Andrea went home early because she going her niece house,

i think..

Almost 4,
Reina called her dad and we wait for her dad..

Before he sent me home,

We went to eat Cendol..

We don't want to eat actually but Reina's dad wanna eat..

After eat he just sent me home..

When I'm home,

I straight on laptop and play maple until 5pm..

After I cook, bath thats all,
I continue mapling..

I play until 12am just stop..

I felt everything is annoying that time..

Feel sad and annoying..

He online and I trying to tell him my feeling..

But he was like ignoring my talk..
I'm so sad when he said you can't judge other people..

My tears dropping after the sentence..

I'm not judging people,

I'm just telling what I feel,

But you are hurting me by helping people..

I want a guy who is a good listener..
But not say you can't judge people..

I just tell you,

I didn't tell anyone also..

Heartbreaking..

Seriously..

You say I too social,

and you don't want to be a boyfriend that forbid his gf to out with frens...

If you out with a girl,

I cant scold you,

I also got do that...

I never go out with a guy alone..

And if you really think about that,

so why don't just end this relationship..

You don't like then break up laa..

I don't care..

Cry only,

It's already normal for me,

Everyone know it..

I can't feel you love me you know?
I feel you are playing..
I'm afraid of played by someone..

You always say hope we can be longer..

This is just wanna try to longer,

NOT LOVE!

You don't even want to celebrate my birthday..

You lompat pagar after kawad..

You say you stomachache when we going celebrate my birthday...

In my life..

Birthday date is important for me,

Because I hope my boyfriend celebrate my birthday,

give me surprice..

But I really get surprice,

That's you make me cry for 1week..

I'm so sad seriously..

I still can feel the pain..

Why you're not like Derik?
He planned everything for her girlfriend..

He so love her girlfriend and everyone can feel the love..

Why we can't?

I'm so sad..

Genting Trip~

12December and 13December 2011
I went to Genting Highland with my friends..

1st day,
We go there by bus at Gombak until Skyway,

and go up by Skyway..
We put our bag in the hotel and rest a while,
then we start our trip..x)
We went to Outdoor theme park..
We played from 10am something until 2am..
AWESOME right? hahahaha...
This is the 1st time I play until so late..
After play we back to hotel..
On the way,
We keep talking about Selfish auntie.. x)
In the hotel,

We have FOOT SPA in the toilet,
Andrea and Esther make Supper for us..x)
We have a lot of fun and we also scolded by some SELFISH auntie :P
But we still happy :D
We take a lot picture,

Of course I'm not the photographer,
hahahaha :P
Derik and Esther brought DSLR..
And Andrea Brought camera...
I just brought phone :P
It's a AWESOME trip..

Andrea and me whole night not sleeping..
But 7.20am we slept because of Ivan..
Actually we want to go out,

But Ivan said 5more mins,

then we fall asleep until 10am something just awake..
That time my face was like (/.\),
'Why you guys didn't wake me up'
Then we keep our things and we check out..

We went to lunch,
After lunch we straight go home :)
This is my 1st time I went to Genting Highland with my friends..
They are AWESOME..
We laugh together,
Angry together,
Scold Selfish Auntie together..
Hahaha :D
I LOVE YOU ALL! <3